Welcome to the community
This is so true and unfortunately the way the Pool Fee is set up it is completely unfair for small pools - please refer to my other post in relation to that matter ( 340 ADA Pool Fee is becoming more of a concern - #10 by GrahamsNumberPlus1 )
I have been doing this for 2 years now and it takes every bit of strength to try to find reasons to keep going right now as it is near impossible to get any returns or rewards. I only have around 300,000 ADA in stake but that was almost 1M USD worth at the height of the bull market but yet it only has produced me one slot allocation in 41 Epochs (should have been around 10) - prior to Epoch 320 I minted 26 blocks so not sure what has happened
Anyway I don’t want to put you off and it is a great community and I wish you the best of luck but I just wish they would make this whole process a fair playing field and stop protecting larger pools with the 340 min Pool Fee.