In the past year, I have got all the best opportunities to borrow money, and they have disappeared exponentially after being put into Cardano. At that time, I was grateful for all this with firm confidence. Looking back now, it is like an unrealistic dream.
When the ADA price reached 0.18 CNY, I placed an order on the exchange and sold most of it in dollars because I didn’t want it to be lower. But after a few days, it rose, and I lost half of it immediately. Recently its price has stayed at 0.3 CNY. I bought it back and added new money, but it fell immediately. Everything is even worse at this time.
In ADA, my father and I invested a total of 145.8k CNY, and now only 14k. I pinned all the wildest dreams on Shelley, but now it has been postponed for a whole year, and it is not sure that it is the last postponement. I spent the entire year with optimism in ease, but didn’t get anything. Now, even if Shelley is not be postponed again, all of my ADA can only be used to repay the loan and disappear in three months. The price has fallen too much, even if I used those borrowings to live and buy ADA now, I will have a lot of money left, more than enough. I also invited my uncle to buy this my dream currency and told him that this is all hope. I bought a 50k CNY ADA for him, and now only have 1.55k CNY. I don’t know what I have done, it’s all over. I always think that I am a very cautious person, I will not make the wrong choices and decisions. In the past year, I encouraged my loved ones, with sincere enthusiasm and feelings, and said that a good life must come soon. It turned out that all this was just my stupid imagination.
Recently things have reached a turning point in the deterioration, I can not insist on it. Even though I still have 50k ADA (well, hackers come and take it all), I can’t hold on for another month.
I know that IOHK has developed Cardano more and more, and I hope that I can be ecstatic about this greatness, but I am exhausted, and I’m fed up with what money has done to me. I am not so strong, so I have tried those jobs that will make you eat like a parasite. I can’t live like that, it’s awful.
I may be able to persuade my father to help me pay back, but he is such a bad person, I can’t stand it. I have endured it for a whole year, and my heart has almost been made into powder. He has never looked at life optimistically, and now things has made me lose my credit. He has always used his soul to make the whole family worse than the prison. In fact he can do better, but he messes up everything and doesn’t believe in pure hope. He is a stubborn and perfect peasant who wants to save everything with swearing words and only believes in living in the way he pays today to tomorrow.
Every day is grey, I don’t want to fail completely, but every day tells me: No more.
I want to live easily and give my life a hope, so I believe that I can use this opportunity to change my life. Is it too naive? Now I know that Shelley may start (I’m sorry to say this because she will be tarnished by me), but I have lost all the foundations. Please, the sky to give birth to a road. I still live with hope, my heart can’t squeeze anything.